So I have officially completed #34 (to go to a movie by myself) on my list of things to do, and also technically #20 (to take more chances and get over my fears). The latter includes a broad spectrum of things, but doing pretty much anything alone is definitely taking a chance. I planned on going Saturday, but some things conveniently came up and I was unable to go; or in other words I totally chickened out. I decided today would be the day! On my way there, I was a little nervous and, as silly as it sounds, scared. As I pulled in, the thought of turning around and going home crossed my mind, but I fought the urge and and put one foot in front of the other and walked up to ticket window. I bought my ticket and made my way to the theatre. I made my way to the back row, middle seat, and just breathed. The hard part was over. So I relaxed and and waited for the movie to begin and come to find out, going to a movie alone...not so scary after all! Actually quite the opposite... I enjoyed myself so much. The movie was GREAT! I laughed, I cried, and sometimes did both at the same time. I loved it so much, I think in part because Julie reminded me of me in so many ways. Very funny, very relatable, and very inspirational, especially to someone like me who is just looking for my niche in the world, for my something that is just mine. I also would love to read and learn more about Julia Child, because if she was the way she was portrayed in the movie, then she was nothing short of amazing. She seemed so happy and full of life, so dedicated, and so very loving, especially to her husband, whom she absolutely adored. All in all, this movie is a MUST see!!! Don't take my word for it, please go find out for yourselves...I hope you do! As small as it may seem, I feel like I made a huge leap today in facing one of my fears. I hope these feelings of accomplishment and courage will stay with me as I continue to face, and hopefully conquer, my long list of fears! Keep your fingers crossed just in case.
You need to post photos or something to prove that you are doing all of these fears on your list, because as of right now I don't believe a word of it. I need proof! I'm just kidding, but you should take pictures, it would add to it.
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Way to go, Blank! That is a huge thing for you. I am so glad that you loved the movie. When I saw it, I said "Blanki has to see this!".
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Pictures are to come!!! Thanks for the comments and the support guys!!! Love Ya'll!
ReplyDeleteYou know, this was one of my fears too. But one day I just did it. It was a huge deal to me. And the night I decided to do, it was a Friday night. (Date night.) I got dressed up and made sure I felt pretty and confident and I just did went. I couldn't believe how scared I was. Once in the theater I counted 4 other people that were there alone. It was, for lack of a better word, liberating. I felt wonderful. And now, since I get off work on Friday's at 3, about once or twice a month I will go see an early movie by myself. It's become a date with myself that I truly enjoy. I've even ventured out into having coffee or dinner alone.
ReplyDeleteI'm proud of ya! It's a BIG deal!